I was wondering today. Yes i wonder everyday! everyone does it! so i was wondering, and i had a strange thought hit me on the side of the head, one would call, Spazimic Random Thinking, or SRT, i do this pratice alot, and it requires just, space and time and to be hopped up on sugar. Also it requires some quirky thinkings.  i have no hw today! wee. i only had math hw. I did my history stuff cuz im gonna b gone friday! DOG SHOW! lol. Its in pleasonton. i am the only Jr handler of my breed at the show. Its a speacialty, which means that one day, FRIDAY, that only my breed and other breeds that have that show as a speacialty are showing. You do everything like a reagular show, just its only ur breed. they have obidience and Jr handling ( im winning this year! (only one in there this year)) and breed.  To explain breed its alot. First its divided by sex. Dogs ( thats what the males are called ) and , yes they atcually call them this, Bitches. Then in each one, they are divided up to about 5 clases, Puppy 6 to 8 months, puppy 9-12 months, puppy 12-16 months then anyone older than that who is not a champion, is in open dogs or bitches.  Then the first place winner in each one, lests use the dogs, go in for Winners. Winners has only first place winners in any of the classes before it. Then ther is one Winner's Dog and one Winner's Bitch. Then the last class is Best of Breed. This has both Winners Bitch and Dog, then Specials. Specials are dogs or bitches that already have there championship. They compete on this level, so that they dont take points from others.  THen there are 3 placings, Best of Breed ( the best one cuz you beat all the others in ur breed) Best of Oppisate Sex ( the oppisate sex of the breed winner i.e. as if the judge were going to breed them) and Best of Winners ( only winners dog or winners bitch can win this , cuz its the best of winners doi!).  To get your championship you need to get points. You get points by getting first in your class. If you have a ceartin number of dogs in your class, you get a major. This is multiple points, and you need to get two of these. These are really hard to get, and even harder to win, Thats wats makes it hard to get a championship.  You in total need to have 15 points with two majors.  You can get 3,4,or the hardest to get 5 point majors. a win in a normal class less than a major is just 1 point.  WHEW! Now that i have explained that, then you go up to GROUPS! this usually is entirely handlers ( ppl who are paid to show other ppl's dogs). If you get best of breed, then you represent your breed in the assigned group that ur breed is in.  There are seven groups, Toy, Hunting or Sporting(my breed's group), Hounds, Non-Sporting, Working, Non-working and Terrior. My breed is in the largest one. I have never placed in groups but my ultimate goal is to get BEST IN SHOW! ok, so you get first in group, then you go in , with 6 other dogs, for the final showdown, best in show. There is only one winner, and that would be Best in Show. Getting a Group placement is really good.  On tv, you actually only see the groups, like on Westminister, where the elite of the elite dogs who are at the higest rankings are INVITED!!!! You cant just sign up for Westminister. You have to be invited. Thats if you make the top 25 in your group.  WHEW! thats it for dog showing. Ther is some ohter stuff, like grooming. And funny places that we have traveled.
CYA!

ok , heres something wierd. If, a gay girl likes a gay guy, and they hook up, then r they straight?? cuz like, if they r both bi, and they both like each other, r they like straight????? GOD! i can call ppl now! WHEEHEHEEE. i like clouds.  SChool, was ok, Cara, hot as ever, and Rhonda is going crazy and im trying to understand gay ppl.  I am trying to accept my peers. Im trying to be OPEN!  AGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHGAHGH!!!! im going crazy.  i cant comprehend how ppl actually like the same sex! whatever.  God i hope that we can all just live in peace. No worrys, that would be like nirvana.  Lets hope we can survive. HELP PEOPLE! SMS! thats save my soul. ok. therypy. this is for me. every thing will blow over, every thing is fine, just take it day by day, ah. bye ppl.

HELLOOOOOO!!!!!!!! sry that i havent had any new entris fo a while, i have been so busy! omg i got these tight ass hearing aids that are reallly small and you cant see them and i can, yes, i can, HEAR ON THE PHONE!!!!!! its sooooooooooooooooo COOOL!!!!! whee hee he he! i wanna cloud, TICK TOCK PPL! TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ill explain later!@#@#!!@!@$@@#@!@@$!@!@!!!!!

Ah talked to rhonda and cara and katy. Girls are so funny, and i think cara is going good. Her parential controls dont let her chat so it suxed. BUt katy and cara manged to get a chat thing going. Cara and i have so much in common! Rhonda is over Ryan, too bad. I gess i have to get a cloud for her! Clouds are uuuuber coool! THe election is tomarro. I think that Arnie is going to win. He i think will be a good govnor. I think that if we start the Nazi party in California, then we can gradully move across. lol. and whats this fondling with arnie. EURIKA!!!!! lol. History, dumb, Math, forced, and English, CARA!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh cara. Shes so cool, and perfict and uber cool and perfict and cool and perfict, and i think she likes me, and her friends like me and i like her frineds and shes like cool and pretty and perfict. Jon and MAry rnt going well. Too bad. At least me and cara r doing good. i saw some funny sh** at ebaums world. THere was Chinise Ping Pong with Mitrix effects. WOOOSH WAHAM, WOOSH, WHAHAAAM!!! lol. its 8:47 pm. BUt dont worry its a laste day tomarro! weeeeeeee! ME GUSTA!!!! ME GUSTA LATE DIAZ!!!! i dont have any hw today. My arms hurt. wow. im buff. and i have stuff. Maby cara will get to know how buff i am! My six pac and my pecs. i bet im either making rose squeal or Rhonda think, or n e one else think. BYE BYE!!!! and CARA IS SO HOT!

i wannna  uuuber cool cloud. OMG the funnist thing happend during lunch. First at lucnh me and kevin were hanging out with Kara and those other chicks, and i was doing the smoking thing with my shaved ice,  like puttin the ice on the spoon part and 'smokin' it and kevin wisperd to shoot it at marcy so i did, then marcy took my whole shaved ice and shoved onto my shirt.  Then rose had a sectional, which is like a band thing used for grading, and ryan and the guys (including me) we call them the sexonals, and kevin went up to ryan who was standing nex to the band room, and kevin asked ryan how rose did. Ryan said " o really good, she blew it hard". HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how funny is that. Im somewhat confused about Rhonda, she talks about going out whith a chick then rants about these guys. Im confused whether shes a lezie or if she likes to go out with both. I dont have a thing against gay people, just that they are diffrent in a diffrent way. I think that lezis often hav a better outlook on life and are more happy. i have some gay friends who are really cool and they dont hit on me and shit, that is my only fear. Gay guys hittin on me is like so bad. If they mistake me, its ok, but if they mean to do it, then they are gettin a punch. sry that was my masculine side talking. I have two me's. i call them Mi and Mee. Mi is the guy side of me, hte side i usuallyam, and Mee is the more careing side and tend to be more spiritual. Go Buddha! I wanna talk to cara, O and my new sn is soooooooooo tight. it is really italian and im full blood italian. GO ITALIANS!!!!!!! o and bush cant go get the mafia, they rule. Without them, we wouldnt have the godfather, the italian job, ect ect. I love the godfather. O and the opra while shooting people is good. Its like peaceful, yet dramatic. It dosnt seem so bad. in some movies they just shoot people stupidly, but not in the godfather. The opera. i tryed to sing oprea, but i cant do the high sounds. nor the low. im so monotone. I used to have a really girly ass voice, but now i have a deep voice. chicks dig me. im sooo popular. NOT lolololol. but chicks still dig me. Karissa still likes me. I wanna ask Kara out this weekend. I wonder, Movies, Shopping at the Mall, or the arcade. A movie would seem tooo fast, and there are no good arcades, so Shopping it is. I , not like other guys, actualy like shopping. For me. and if it is fun. For my birth day my mom and i and my grandma are all going to san francisco to go shopping. Desinger clothes golore!!! And chicks like a guy who dresses good. I think im outta my punk phaze so i can go to sometihng diffrent. OMG, like half of my clothes are from the gap. I HATE THE GAP!!! i think the last time i went there a gay guy hitted on me. ew. i like abercrombe, and i wanna take all those really hot chic posters that they have and staple them across my room. they always seem like they are pizzed off. the modles. I would be a model, but then i dont wanna wear brifs for some hanes add. i wear boxters. I have these really hot ones that have flames on them then at the 'spot" they have " hot enough". im gonna use them someday. they r my lucy boxers.  I want to shop now. bye

Uber : to be hugely cool. oo berr
Dude : a way to call someone, and a expression of suprise.
Dudett : a dude's gf, or a girl dude.
ow my ankcle : ok not one word, but its a saying to say to someone when something hurts in ur body but u dont konw what cuz they r on you.
cloud 9 : a happy place, a special place.
Buddha : GO BUDDHA FO BUDDHA YO BUDDHA!
Fo Shizzle : A way to say something when you want something to say.
Gotz2Go : when you gotta go.

oh man colds suck. but not that much. I didnt miss that much homework in math jon told me. good thing  and i probably didnt miss much in english and history. just spanish im worried. But im feeling better. sometimes i wish that school would have breaks that are just in the middle of the week so that we could have breaks.  I wonder is Rhonda is happy. she is always happy. its kida like those people who just make you feel good for who u are. And rose does that. only in a diffrent way. I wish someone liked karissa. she is so helplessly in love with me and i like someone else. im cursed. every chick that likes me goes crazy one way or another. First Brooklin, who just turned in to a Bit*h, then Megan who had to move to idahoe becuse her dad lost his job, then Wynter, who held my class hostage for 7 minits with a gun, now im afraid about karissa. I wanna be a monk. like those shaolin monks in Nepal. who know kung fu and they live all religous and stuff. I wont miss girls if im cursed. Well, maybe. But  i like buddhisim. Buddha is tight. Hes like you follow him but you dont have to give your money to him. and he can prove himself cus there is no god damn guy up there.  I like buddha.  I like Rhonda as a friend, but she probably dosent like me. thats a good thing tho. she wont go crazy.  I missed her today. she would have made me happy, but she is at school. I havnt talked to Kara that much.  Mary and Jon are not going well. Gess he was flirting with Karissa and it didnt make mary that happy.  Hate it when there are sparks that just die out. its so sad. I wish every one was happy and true. like in DBZ, the anime that my cuzins like, there is a special cloud for people who have true hearts. and those people can sit on the cloud and look over the world and rid the world of evil. and its pretty fast. You can go alll the way around the world in a second. its a big cloud, but you can break off a peice if you needed it.  I wanna cloud. it would be fun. there is a song by Rolling stones called "hey get off my cloud", its a funny song.  a cloud would be fun to sit on and meditate. to breathe and to settle problems with people.  I wanna cloud. i wonder how much they cost. can you make one? i think you can. ill check the internet. i still like saying uber. its like so uberly cool. clouds are uber too. i think that my definition of Uber is to be hugely cool. Uber clouds. fun, uber clouds ...